bed of black roses (feat. Fatboi Sharif)

from I Thought I Lost You by mars kumari

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lyrics

i’m soul searching
soul hurting
a soulless sergeant
solar flare gun,
igniting my soul’s apartment
soul serengeti
lost code
corpse mating near crossroads
science vs soul
searching for a way home
ensouled scratch surface
sober ponto
he told his love
if you can save my soul
ima suck the soul up out you

my search
my soul
my mind
my throne

greeted my old self on a bed of black roses
near the suicide letter
written in cursive
inner meaning
voices in my head
drowned in a twelve foot lake of despair
enter demon
painted prize possession, exiled
as world weighted
my shoulders
allegiance, heaven sung
a nowhere pressure point
searched for gold, reached out to my mother in a red dress requiem
explore pages, awkward phase
children kept quiet, altered world secretly afraid
color of chaos, spirit palm trees
UFO theorize on the color of god’s feet
salt in my tears, down window paint it appears
postcard plugged plug of forgiveness, afterthought our missing year
internally bleeding, oppose those fought of achievement
bells ring in my head, telling me to keep striving

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from I Thought I Lost You, released December 1, 2023

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mars kumari Oakland, California

When Jacques Derrida defined the lingering Marxism of late-Capitalist society as hauntological, mashing together the words haunting and ontology, he couldn’t have imagined what the era might sound like. Mars Kumari captures the grief and grit of loss we all feel now, haunted as we are by what was here and is now missing."
-Roy Christopher

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